I am carrying the beautiful bouquet of roses you gave. I don’t know , if its okay 😉 I didn’t accept your love nor proposal, yet you let me keep them as a gift to say ,” You value me .“
Just as the velvety petals would wither and drop, making the fragrance a lingering memory of an uneventful day. I wonder with unblinking eyes , was it too heavy for you to carry, all those roses..away !
Did the lightness of your mood fade and crept in sadness with dismay..as you left and vanished forever..People may ask me reason for getting so many roses , when its not my birthday 😉
I am wondering what to tell them….I feel guilty for leading you..to my heart’s door and turning you down this way…I may regret in saying “no” to you today…but I can not lie to myself..nor to you..When I know I will be no more..for you ..from now..this moment..this day. I have no tomorrow with you..I don’t want to get you lost in sorrows..Yet..I feel the guilt killing me within..like a naked dagger driven in heart..bleeding me just as the petals’ color. I regret ..but it is all in vain..